Paninipanda

Hi all! Reading through these posts I made when I was in middle school/a freshman and seeing that they have several thousand views makes me cringe just a little bit, lol. Anyways-- I'm 17 (gonna be a legal adult this year... omg!!) now and a senior in HS! Yay, I made it! My stupid depressed middle school self never expected themselves to make it this far, but here I am. I've applied to various colleges across the US, but so far I've been accepted into Stonybrook, University at Buffalo, UC Denver, and Penn State; my top colleges are Berkeley and UCLA, but I'm still waiting for the status update. I feel very excited to go to college because I crave independence and a new setting, but at the same time I know that I'll feel sad to leave my friends and family behind since I want to go somewhere far away. However, I believe that change can be good sometimes, and the long term benefits will outweigh the short term detriments. So much has changed! With Covid, my entire senior year will be

Oh, yikes. This year has been CRAZY. Definitely not my best year. Let's take a deep breath and start from the beginning. Towards the early days of 2018, I remember coming back from school and feeling hopeless. Like life was never going to get better. That my relationship, school life, and social life were all falling apart at once. School was extremely overwhelming. I wanted to die. Then I met this kid named Charlie Arkenburg, and we became friends. I remember he was in my algebra class and in my humanities class. We got along really nice and that week, he helped me get through it all and he was very supportive. I even trusted him with a h

Hello guys! I forgot how much I missed this site!!   Okok, so a LOT has been going on these past few months. From straight A's to going to Orlando, there's been so much going on. It's winter break right now (I go back to school Thursday the fourth), and we came back from Cabos, Mexico a few days ago. It wasn't as bad as I had anticipated! Also, I have good feelings about this year. I *finally* got a new phone, and I might even be going to an aviation camp over the summer! How cool is that?? In addition, a few months ago during Black Friday, we went out and bought these super cute neon tetras. I love them! We even bought them a new Anubias pl